Hello,
I have no idea how to start. I’m just sat in front of my computer hoping that I’ll be able to find the appropreate way to say the things I want to say. I guess this is one time when the well practiced English skills have deserted me. Starting’s always the most difficult thing to do in letters and E-mails. Once you have the start the rest should just come out of thin air. But I’m a paragraph in and still have no idea how to say it.
I guess I’ve chosen this method of communication because it’s easier than doing things face to face. I know we’ve talked but I’ve found it quite difficult to communicate my feelings to you that way. I find verbally communicating my feelings daunting and a little bit frightening. I know I always manage to mess up what I want to say when speaking to you because I get so nervous and just end up jibbering on or getting my words mixed up. Or I just end up missing the point entirely. [read more]